May Darkness Prevail....

I thought life would be as beautiful,
I thought you need me,
I thought I have become your life,
I thought I am your every thing,
I thought I give you warmth and comfort,
I thought you love me more than I do,
I thought you care for all my feelings,
I thought I am your child,
I thought I have filled your void of incomplete life.

Always by my side but my dream broke, then you swindle me, in more ways than one, you left me lonelier.
Set loose in a sea of night, my tears fall freely, my face an open book showing all the pain you've caused.
First you lie, then cheat, then deceive, then lie again, then cheat again, then deceive again.
When will this circle of pain end?

Wishing that this feeling would leave,
And to all pain you’d be numb,
But some wishes don’t come true,
As hard as you may try,
Sometimes you have to face what’s real,
And hide the tears u cry,
Because no one can relate to u,
No one knows exactly how you’ve felt,
No one knows the pain and strife,
When dealing with the cards you’ve been dealt.

-I pray to God and wish this life would end soon and relieve me of this woe, dimness and insecurity.

no cheers :-(
Chikz
10 Apr,06
21:30