I wish...

JUST A PILE OF RANDOM THOUGHTS TODAY !!!!

I wish you could understand how life is for me...
I wish you could understand how much you mean to me!

Its not missing the light in your eyes..
Or that i need your tender touch..
It's simple that I get tired of doing nothing..
and i tend to remember things, things about yesterday!

I wish if I could tell you...
How beautiful mornings are..
It's not that i miss your sweet kiss..
I even enjoy my bitter self that's with me today..
Today there wasn't sun..
That's why i am like this!

Every moment of everyday,I'm thinking of you...
In the morning,I'm thinking of waking up with you next to me...
When I'm lonely,I think of how you would keep me company..
In my dreams,I think of the days and memories we would share...
When I'm cold,I think of you keeping me warm in your arms...
In the middle of the night,I think of you next to me so that I feel secure...
When I wish to END my life..I think of you as a person who would cry..
Inside my heart I am empty,But in my mind i have havoc..
With you I am everything,Without you i am nothing.
Without you all I have are the thoughts of what we could be.

Love

Chikz
24th Aug,2004
15:35